hi hi hi cassie! haha few weeks back photo. i was pissed with trigo & hence went for a walk with the photographer -lipin. (:
yay i'm actually mugging. i am happy (: yes & i shall do somemore!
fongfongfongfong! as i said its normal but no worries, i shall take certain people in hand for you yeah! no stress. its part & parcel of being pres. i've been through it before so yes, JIAYOU! :D
conviction. i'm totally assured that God is real, He is mighty & awesome, & so.... clever! :D guess what He told me today. He said that if was the one who let things happen, if He is the one who allows & knows whats gna happen today, tomorrow, & forever, then He should know the solution of every problem that exist in this world. since He allowed it, then He should know the solution.
i'm glad to know & believe that i have one super duper amazing God :)
My God is Mighty to Save
wow, i'll just say its one amazing conference! though i'll say its really intensive & its only worth your 50 bucks if you are really keen on it :D but anyhow about everything was really good! :) plus all the bonding with the craziest small group in wesley ym, it was pretty much awesome :D i really enjoyed myself since yest! ha all the funny things that happened, i hope i won't forget!
God does not make mistakes, it was not a mistake that i went for it.
even if founder's day dinner was good, heartsaflame was really good & i super do not regret it :) yeah & as said, the company the whole time was awesome. haha! it was almost as good as a camp :D
& charis fan staying over was really fun toooo! :DDD hahahaaa yeah the whole experience was unique, funny & yes anything positive. i'm too lazy to recall it all down here so yes, ask me personally if you wish. oh yes & thanks loads to diane ong for coming as well! :D i think you came out of today convinced you shouldn't go ACSIB HAHAHAA.
ah well. yes & i was told of the most annoying thing on earth. EXCUSE ME. i'm insulted. i do not & will not have a bf at this day & age. at least not at this time hurrr
okay, off i go to mug from now till the end of prelims. sighsighsigh
heartsaflame was really good today. i'm looking forward to tml's! :) :)
& i must say, travelling to acjc for the first time with david & gabriel is totally the wrong choice but also very hilarious :DDDD so many funny qoutes today, i can hardly remember all.
ah well. i will continue to wait for ms charis fan to arrive at my busstop! hopefully you wont be scared of my small group tml :D & diane ong too!
it gets inflated everytime there's wind coming through.. which is almost 100% of the time :) i love my classroom!
Prelims Are Coming
super duper crap! :(
i'm majorly freaking out now. the only subjects i can remember revising quite a bit is emath & amath! & history. oh maaan i need to start on my sciences! sometimes i seriously wish i have less than 8-9 subjects. 9 is counting social studies as a sub on its own. rawr.
God, i need You. i'm gna trust. put that faith again.
hence, i will continue to finish up my quadratic functions. AHHH DIFFERENTIATION & INTEGRATION. i got to start attempting them from tml onwards!
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watching the String Ensemble have their sec4 farewell makes me wonder about mine. i really wonder what "big plans" cherry has. hahah thats all i know of it. i wonder how it would be like to permanently leave this cca. i wonder how i'll feel next friday. hmm well i guess life has to go on, & somehow good things will always come to an end one day.
at least, one good thing that will never end, & will go on forever & ever, is eternal life with my Father (:
You, you are changing the world
One little heartbeat at a time
Making history with every touch and every smile
Oh, you, you may not see it now
But I believe that time will tell
How you, you are changing the world
One little heartbeat at a time
haha you!(: thanks for everythingggg.
YOU are pretty annoying. okay. majorly annoying. i'm sorry i keep ranting this out. BUT REALLLY AHHHHHHH. thank you to those few people who withstood my ranting heh :D it was during that halfhour. whoever i saw/talked to heard all about it. HAHA! ah well well well.
& YOU! sorry, i just got reminded of you. sigggggh. what nonsense. tsktsk. its quite amusing that you hate me. nah, for once. i don't really care.
thank God, that no matter how many sigh people there are, there's always friends! :)
full dress rehersal tomorrow! aiyo, i still don't get why we must wear our costume again :/
haha okay, so! last night was MG Symphony 2008! okay we were a littleee pissed off because they used a really old photo of us, & there were certain errors in our writeup but OH WELL.
yeah i really really really thank God for the pretty much successful day. from the start till the end! though there were a little bit of screw ups here & there when we were up there performing, they werent major & everyone still loved it. & everyone included ourselves! :D man i've never been so proud of all of you before! i don't know about Mrs Soo, perhaps she expects perfection but this is really good enough for me. our hard work (dunno how many hours) really did pay off :D the process of achieving it wasn't really horrible, perhaps a bit of physical pain, but i'm really glad all of you worked really hard for it :) its certainly not my credit at all. its all of you, who worked together so really hard, & glory be to God of course (: without Him, we are nothing at all. & i'm really glad we took time off to pray a couple of times as one big group together (: whoohooo we rock tons :D we're the most bonded group, the most independent group & the happiest group around that night! (:
i'm quite sure you all know, this is a super major improvement from last year so YES GOOOOD JOB you lovely people! (: (are we beating the 2006 standard? haha)
ahhh i totally love you guys man (: heh. oh yes the day was pretty interesting but i'm currently not very free to explain it all here. yeah & thank you to the audience who appreciated our performance! & alllll the people who came down to support :D i hope we didnt disappoint you & your 15bucks! yesyes thank you to my family, Ms Sim & Ms Or, ziteng, david (& friend), church people, lipin emma jasmine charis cherie jieyi, yaaaaan, Ms Kek, rui petty sandra jane pauline & whoever else i missed out! OH YES. hahaha Mrs Yeo! wow i havent seen you for the longest time! really pleasant surprise to seee you thereee (:
okay perhaps i'll say a bit.
getting everyone & everything safely on the bus was a teeny bit hectic,
we were as usual majorly concerned about food & eating every free time possible,
full dress was great,
LAOSHI MADE ME VANDELIZE (sp?) the STAGEEE. & then she told me "nevermind" in chinese of course,
there was no time for tech run,
our holding room was the biggest hohoho & we came up with ingenious temperory changing rooms,
we gave 3cheers for the strings who were making a wholeee lot of noise next door,
gail wanted to sue kfc for giving us stomachaches,
laoshi wanted us to stupidly stand in the cargo lift & wait for it to go up to the backstage just before our turn,
performance was pretty much awesome (OUR MARTS & PLUCKS CAME ON TIMEE!),
we spent plenty of time camwhoring,
the sec3s & below spent alot of time experimenting with make up while the sec4s slept/did physics/assisted with the makeup (i was the physics one, pris was the sleeping one & yeah isabel is the other one),
cherry was the one sharing all the major crazy, hectic, fun moments with me (HAHA LOVE YOU WOMAN! :D)
we concluded that we love laoshi (ms neo)
cherry & i had to carry 2 bunches of flowers to backstage & we gave them names: charles & caroline, sunny & lucy! :P
we were obviously the most bonded & happiest group :DDD
we spent alottt of time outside aft the performances talking & taking pics with everyone we knew!
MGhandbellchoir Committee 2008! <3>isaaabel & i :D
SENIORS!:D (wow i miss you guys so much!) rui, me, jane, sandra, petty & random priscilla :D
haha more pictures another day. OR, they might be slowly put up on the handbells blog. yeah we gotta get pictures from like everyone. i think my phone camera sucks. cherry's one nicer haha!
the most joyous, thankful, best night ever (:
there's tech run tml for founder's & full dress on wednesday. pooof. my life can never get more busy. & THERE'S EMATH MOCK PAPER & I'M SUPER TIRED SO GOODBYE!
MG HANDBELL CHOIR 2008
TOTALLY ROCKED THE
SINGAPORE CONFERENCE HALL
ON THE 20TH JULY 2008
AT MG SYMPHONY 08!
:DDDDD
the happiest night (:
more tml/later
I am going to be historical at this rate :D
eeyer history is driving me nutty nuts nuts! :(
i have different history assignments all over my table.
putting that aside, today was quite a productive day :D though i thought the day in school went pretty slowly. ahaha survey time was pretty fun though. yep.
tml's finally friday! ahhhh.
oh well, me shall go zzzz really soon. today was nicely cool, i went home by a different way today! :DDD
hahaha! crazy girl who's the only one who can come up with such nonsense (:
anyhow, i'm really exhausted. ):
i wish to do, nothing.
so so so so many things going on! man & the upcoming tuesday's emath mock paper is so anticlimax :/
ah well anyway i will sleep early tonight. i feel like i'm falling sick but i can't!!! my sister had to fall sick a few days ago. ):
chem remedial, thurs' publicity thingy, friday's practice, collecting money for nglipin, leading Bible study on sunday, concert, emath mock paper, all the rehersals for founder's, founder's day, seeing lipin in her dressss at my house!, heartsaflame, combined service on 27th (come come come!!), prefect's installation. study study study study studyyyyyyyyy. & then prelims.
gah. tml will be dedicated to studying.
okay, i'm off to shower, drag myself to email the teachers again, do a bit of homework & then SLEEP. zzzzzzz.
God, help me through the week.
(oh listening was.... hard ): last year's one alottt easier no fair!)
hehe :P so exciting man! too bad i'm not going for founder's day dinner. but nah there's always the camera! hahaha & its exciting enough to be collecting the money! even Mrs MM Lim donated 2bucks hahahaaha :D yay!
okays me gotta go for tuitoin now. remember to spread the news & donate if you can/want!
so here's a very happy
BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY TO YAN/CHERMAINE/BESTEST COUSIN/
whoohoo 2 18th birthdays at one go on friday! you see i kept wanting to wish you two & sms you two days before your birthday. & then on the day itself.. i forgot. hahahahaa! oppppsy. maybe it was monica's fault. okay it wasn't. but yes! sorry for forgetting so here's the belated one! better to be late than never! (:
friday after handbells (which was pretty good), priscilla monica & i went out to seoul garden yay! it was lots of fun :D hehehe finally for once i have suceeded in planning a 100% surprise party! monica always foil my plan one ): so yes! hahaa! just that my mum gave me a very old matchbox which couldnt work & hence priscilla couldn't light up the matchstick. heh go to monica's blog to see the video! funny funny :)
i was reminded again & again (because i keep forgetting) that that was the last time i'll be seeing that girl till the 12th nov which is the last day of Os! hahahaaha bahhhh. my dear monica lee, have a very safe trip back to melb, remember to miss me as always, study hard & get into melb uni, continue to trust God & have ever growing faith & i'll see you on the 12th!!! at the airport hopefully :D hurry go pack your stuff & don't forget anything when you leave for the airport tonight hahahaa :)
:) whee we took this while walking down the slope after handbells heh.
i realized that recently quite a few people have found my blog & they never tagggggg ): hahahaa oh well. stephanieeeee my blog is not exactly that random okay! hahaah but as you said, it beats being emo. haha :D
you're making everyone tired & annoyed. i'm disappointed cus you're so annoying & literally insane.
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My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy rains
Unending love, Amazing grace
mood: thoughtful.
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There is an endless song
Echoes in my soul
I hear the music ring
And though the storms may come
I am holding on
To the rock I cling
How can I keep from singing Your praise
How can I ever say enough
How amazing is Your love
How can I keep from shouting Your name
I know I am loved by the King
And it makes my heart want to sing
I will lift my eyes
In the darkest night
For I know my Savior lives
And I will walk with You
Knowing You'll see me through
And sing the songs You give
I can sing in the troubled times
Sing when I win
I can sing when I lose my step
And fall down again
I can sing 'cause You pick me up
Sing 'cause You're there
I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord
When I call to You in prayer
I can sing with my last breath
Sing for I know
That I'll sing with the angels
And the saints around the throne
i cannot remember if i posted this song before. but yes, its a very sweet song & i'm determined to live out the lyrics. by faith (:
hope has not vanished, because Christ is real, & He will make a way. in times of despair, there's still Him! so jiayou everyone, we can do this! never ever give upppp! or i'll be really sad ):
By His strength (:
oh well. more later! hahaha yesyes after i'm done with my studying.
hahah today was an okay day. i think teachers are misunderstanding us quite a bit these days. its getting a bittt sian. hahahahaa sigh.
oh but after school was totally fun! hahaha i love you guys man! & yes yes i'm uploading the video now!
& then when i was heading home, i felt squashed like a...squash? hahah yah but anyway what to expect of 171. i was pretty determined to stand at the door so that i won't have to "excuse me" my way through to the exit. i have this strange phobia of the door closing & going on before i actually get out! hahaha okay i have weird phobias with public transport okay i dont know why. thats not the only one but ANYWAY, i was just hanging on to the pole in case i start knocking into people hahahaaa i have terrible inertia. yes & then when i reached my busstop & when the door open my first thought was "HUH HOW COME GOT PUDDLES OUTSIDE & ITS LIKE.. RAINING??!!!" yeah heavy rain that i didnt know was falling till the door opened! i'm pretty sure i'm NOT SLOW because when the door opened the previous stops it wasnt raining okay. it was such a genuine surprise okay. hahahah yes & then my phone signal/network HAD to die on me 30sec aft i got off the bus. & so i was like AHHHH. cus i couldnt contact home or anywhere. hahaha i think i must have looked as if i was dancing around the busstop trying to get signal somehow! bleah so i was stuck at the busstop for almost half an hour & the rain kinda stopped. hahahaah but it was thundering & its really only during times like these you wish you were shorter hahaha. then chance of getting strike by lightning lesser! hahaha so i almost ran all the way home. pooof. no fun with a heavy school bag.
hmm i have no idea why was i hehehehe-ing when i finally reached home! okay whatever :D
yes i thought tonight would be a relatively peaceful night but no tiffany has been proved wrong!
1. remember there's PE tml
2. send video to charis & lipin
3. send photos to roxanne
4. do school rules quiz!
5. MEMORIZE SCORES!
grah. why do i keep forgetting to memorize scores. bleah. i better do it real soon!
hahaha heard the trigo joke? probably not, unless you're fan or pang. :D
HAHAHAHAAA. okay whatever, i'm amused with myself :)
ah well, today was a rather productive day but i dont feel like blogging much. except that i did amath & chem, & now starting on history! hahaha i'm gna zzzz soon though (:
hmm, everything's coming sooner than i expected it to be. monica leaving, this friday :D, next friday :D, MG Symphony, emath mock paper, all those founder's day rehersals, founder's day, heartsaflame, PRELIMS.
blah. i'm going to eeeeeeeeeeek. hahahahaaa. nah God will make a way! :D i'm muggging alright okay!
& soon, the time in mg is going to be over. OH NO.
HAHA OKAY HISTORY TIMEEEEEEE. before Mrs Pandian kills me tml. somehow, i never did that sbq so yes i'm off to do it now!(:
you know what i enjoy doing most?
eating. hahaah kidding. yes but thats a good thing to do. rather pleasant.
i enjoy listening to different Christian songs, soaking in the presence of God, being surprised by Him, doing my quiet time.
its good to be alone with Him only at times, just seeking Him out. kinda refreshing (: i like.
hahaha i like being around with people too! & being veryvery busy hahahaaa. i love being around with Christians as well, encouraging each other, praying with each other, sharing with each other, worshipping together. hahaah Charis Fan! wednesday wednesday! :D
hmm. life, is about living it to the fullest. not only that, but living it the way God wants it to be lived.
oh yes. i love handbells too :) :) :) :) eh anyone else wants tickets?!?!
Happy Youth Day! for some reason, it didnt occur to me that this is my last one. IS IT???? aw man ):
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HAHA tiffany, you rock your own socks :D
if there's any homework due tml, you DIE. cus all you did was revision this weekend!
hahaha i detest homework. leave me alone with my revision!
oh well, i did chinese listening reeevision today :P
guess guess guess!
diediediediedie i hope i survive tml. but then again, tml no sciences so shouldnt be that horrible.
hahaha.
lets talk about something intellectual. like, toilet matters. :D
something that we dont discuss very often, but you know it can be quite meaningful! hehe
priscilla just reminded me that we suppose to memorize scores HAHAH OH NO DIE! i forgot.
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trust God tiffany, trust God.
its nice to be loved. & to know that you are loved eh. :)
hahaaha okay i know God loves me! & everyone should know that applies to all of you too!
tiring day today. oral was um, funny & tramautizing. i just hope i did decently well! somehow, i have high expectations of myself when it comes to english. cca was okay, just that we still need to work harder! dinner with charis fan, hahaha she's so weird la okay!
& then something not nice happened :(
ohwell. PRELIMS ARE COMING. it just hit me so hard :( hence, i really will mug super hard from tml onwards. no, i will not screw up my prelims as i did for midyears. haha okay did i screw up my midyears? i don't know.
decisions of the future messes my brain up. me don't like. oh God, take control.
If my heart has grown cold
There Your love will unfold
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
When I’m blind to my way
There Your Spirit will pray
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
Oceans will part nations come
At the whisper of Your call
Hope will rise glory shown
In my life Your will be done
Present suffering may pass
Lord Your mercy will last
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
And my heart will find praise
I’ll delight in Your way
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
somehow, i can't remember taking this photo hmm
its not about just living the life you have. its about living life to the fullest. that's, the most fufilling things one can ever achieve
From one so fair you run away
And one more time you have to pay
The heaviness of needless shame
Oh heart of mine, come back home
You've been too long out on your own
And He's been there all along
Watching for you down the road
So come home running
His arms are open wide
His name is Jesus
He understands
He is the answer
You are looking for
So come home running
Just as you are
Oh child of God so dearly loved
And ransomed by the Savior's blood
And called by name, "daughter" and "son"
Wrapped in the robe of righteousness
last picture is by someone super duper random, thank you very much. we are not extra no matter what you think pleeease! :D
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to several people.
cheeer up you!(: hahaah smileeee alright! God's always there for you, when no one else is! hahah & yess you always have me! hahahaa yepyep. love you :DDD
you are too strange to comprehend.
& for you? hahahaa thank you loads :D you don't know how much you brighten up everyday, you just do :) hahaha.
end. (this has been a long post)
My life is Yours, my heart is Yours
My hands and my feet are Yours
Every song that I sing
It's all Yours, all is Yours
All belongs to You
Our gifts are Yours, God
All our dreams are Yours, God
All our plans are Yours, God
The whole earth is Yours, God
Everything is Yours